No need to blame you ,no need to hurt you, no need to hate you , as well in my life that is not important yet. Let me change my mind on it to think about that too much, let me try to think the new paradigm in my soul that i must put the trust of my parent first to get as many as achievements that can make them proud of me. In some way that trust must be ignored by me as long this time i live as. In some way i dont keep that trust of my parent to put the acievement first, get high mark, get sociable, get scholarship to go abroad as well.
Dont let my mind burst with my way right now, i know what happened right now is not appropriate with my parent wants to me as well.
When one door closes, another always opens. It is not one monkey in pariaman and not one coconut trees there, so GO AHEAD !!WHAT ARE YOU REGRET FOR . .
THE MOUNTAIN IS STILL TOO HIGH IF YOU STAY TO KEEP YOUR SHIT . .